daSh of sPice …

Not me :P

I am since forever looking for a good pair of sun glasses … the ones in market ~ thanks to new trend lines ~ are so so big and they not sosuit me =\

So play silly or face the sun !!

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
– Helen Keller

Once i knew only darkness and stillness…my life was without past or future…but a little word from the fingers of another fell into my hand that clutched at emptiness, and my heart leaped to the rapture of living.
– Helen Keller

These quotes by Helen Keller  motivates me a bit but the demotivation force is much bigger and scarier.
If I start counting my top-of-the-list desires and passions … I want them so badly in my life. People who can help me in achieving those think they are not important … read crap. People who regard them well enough and understand my need to gain them don’t have power to push me enough.

I know Allah can solve all the matters with his one KUN … but what if they are not written in my destiny … what if they’ll remain unattainable desires … what if I won’t ever be good enough to follow my path of dreams towards reality.

The biggest fear be what if my to-be-significant-half won’t  understand my cravings to accomplish my desires.  I don’t expect much from people usually but if the dear ones around discourage you off yout track .. it really hurts.

My dreams .. my desires … doesn’t revolve around “loving and being loved back” only. Yet they are worthwhile to pursue life ahead. Please Allah be with me … !!

… a hero’s death

You’ll die upon impact after throwing yourself out of a doomed hot air balloon in an effort to save the world. You’re death will be a huge sacrifice and a tragic end. You’ll go out of this world with a sense of pride for having fought back, and be remembered as a hero. A holiday will eventually be dedicated to you, and children will eat special cherry candies that spurt red ooze when you bite into them.

Woohooo!

And life’s taken a dead halt.

This is my most favorite road in Islamabad … the beautiful trees engulfing the grayness … !

The shades reminding you of scorching sun you are trapped with.

This path leads to that small piece of land where my mother, the most loving and precious being I’ve ever known is buried.

I’m missing you a lot these days … you are too far to reach of my own effort. I can send you my love , my prayers only.

My Everyday is Mother’s day … I love you .. May Allah bless you with all possible blessings of His. I love you!!

This picture reminds me of Blacklisted’s song (I havent listened to the number just stumbled upon lyrics a few weeks back):

Going through the motions
Can’t turn back time
I’ve lost all devotion
I’ve had inside
Like anyone I’ve learned to play like I’m blind
I’ve learned to believe I’ll always get by
So many times I’ve wished my emotions would just give in
So I could be anything
Anything but human
Like anyone I’ve learned to play like I’m blind
I’ve learned to believe I’ll always get by
Life moves on or so I’m told
Life moves on when you’re gone.

Happy Mother’s Day ~ make 365 Days of Your Life Mother’s and Father’s day!!

I Guess these are just different colors of life. Different moods of life.

If you’d have been here .. I may not have been so clueless to what life has reserved for me. I Want to do so much and I’ve no one to even support a bit in that. Ahh, Shut Up asma and stop whining.

ps: This post contains my picture linked in from Flickr.

Update:

PPS: And you can obviously comment on pic too … I’m so so soo in love with it :) I was truly delighted when I took it. More: probably you wana comment on it in Flickr :P I’m desperate naa :P

Let us be generous like this :

Four Ants are moving through a forest.
They see an ELEPHANT coming towards them.

Ant 1 says : we should KILL him.
Ant 2 says : No, Let us break his Leg alone.

Ant 3 says : No, we will just throw him away from our path.

Ant 4 says : No, we will LEAVE him because he is ALONE and we are FOUR.

What does a smile means to you? To me its everything. How can you converse with someone, greet someone or just pass-by without giving a smile? I’m not a liker of frowning faces. They repel me. A smile is all what one needs in this era of materialism, anger, and frustration.

As someone once said: “You’re never fully dressed without a smile.”

And how aptly mentioned ..nay?

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.

Better start the disease yourself than wait for someone else to do it. It brings people close … makes the gloomiest of things look bright and hopeful, so why not give it a try.

I’ve an habit of giving children on my way around smiles … that’s kind of infectious and fills thy soul with so much happiness. Every kid has a different response attached to the smile thrown at their way. Some get so excited that they’ll tell everyone around that she gave me a smile, would may be wave or cheer back at you too :) Some would simply notice and will shy off, some would stick a tongue out … lolz.

But believe me your day goes off smoothly with a smiling you, content you and loving you :~)

I’m Smiling now & I <3 Smiling. How about you? :~) Can people relate your face to that of a smiling mokey person? :~P

AND AND AND

Always remember to be happy because you never know who’s falling in love with your smile ;~)

Not my reasons to smile accha :P

Cheerio!

Whenever I watch this Ad on TV, I feel so much in Love :P

A plain and simple idea so well captured on screen .. a perfect chemistry that doesn’t look over-done or tingy on one’s eyes and ears. Simple, plain yet … Err… so romantic :~P

I love the couple and they look so well together … ahhh *starts daydreaming*

Unlike har cheeez mezan may acchi lagti hay … well get a life … if we take so much oil IN daily … you can well imagine what the results will be … !

wait … its coming again :P

I so hope he knows how to make a well brewed cuppa tea =))

ps: I hope no one ever catches my blog … i’m so hopeless these days …!

pps: You can view latkay huay bakray in here …!

1. I opened Lubz’s blog today and ended up laughing my head off on this:

“Its so hard to wait for Mr. Right when there are so many cute Mr. Wrongs around you”

A sad reality - hay naa :( :P

Now if Mr Right turns out to be cute too :P

Errr… khair these days instead of cuteness … the aftermath is giving me panic attacks =(

2. I usually dont use MSN messenger in office … apart from lunch hour. I was kinda exhausted by 5 today (our office timings are 8~5 these days in case u r wondering on my exhaustion rate and i’m writing this post at nearly 2 - GOD :\)  .. khair .. tu this cozin of mine was online and we started out chatting. We usually DO end our conversation on that Kissing WInk :P    Cozin is a SHE        >_< … Masha Alla my PC is in full view of so many people roaming around … we said our Allah Hafizs and suddenly she sent that …. Ufff … mind blow up… Thanks God Show Desktop was handy :P

3. I went to Metro tonight at last … it was fun toook helluva pics. I wa so enthusiastically taking pics of latkay huay bakray when a woman nearby, noticing my interest in Err… bakray, asked: Are you a reporter?  I was like nahi mujhay bachpan saybakron ki tasveerein lenay ka shauq tha :$

She must be thinking what a  mad girl.

4. Pray that my plans be not shattered, on a  very serious note :) What plans … you are not permitted to ask :P

SLEEP MODE should be switched on now =))

4 years and a lot happened.

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